hiiii welcome to my site

This album took a WHILE. But also not that long. The first song that was made on this album (freight train) was made ~november 2023 for another album that will not exist lmao. This album really started (afaik) when my friend dash did the keysmash that eventually became the first track's title and my first thought was "this would be an awesome song title" so. i did that. (with permission ofc) then it sorta just expanded from there! the titles were all picked out in some cases months before the songs were actually made (though in some cases the titles were assigned from existing wips). because of this weird-ass method of making music for this album its kinda a patchwork and yet also cohesive?? i dont know how to explain it but theres roughly like three groups of songs on this shit, one that are lighter (iadauc2, mixing egg shells, bapl and wwba?) one that is like. noisy and grimy and stuff (freight train, febtpudt, mixing egg shells, slurpin) and the third group thats just weird shit (freight train, itasodtmpatwtr(r), clean ur lint trap)(not sure how this plays into alex's lore for the record). yes those groups intentionally overlap and exclude itasodtmpatwtr & the big one. anyway this album started in production with freight train and ended with gfdxszadftgyhucgfxdfgm... .

this album is actually a year old! for the most part. i started like a day after hyper started on his album her. and the plan was to release them at the same time but then i took wayyyy too long, so i told him to drop first. that might serve to it's favor tho, gives it more development time but also idk kinda feels more right? idk what im saying. im happy to release this tho bcuz i havent released anything since _ last june so it was weird releasing something again. weird but nice.

ok so more abt the album. obviously it was inspired by her. but also it was inspired by my two generative projects from the end of the last decade. i'm not sure if theyre good (i havent listened to them in full since i made them) but i know they were important to me. both her. and the generative twins were made entirely within vcv rack (which is a really cool and awesome free modular synth environment!!! i taught hyperthetical how to use it btw :3). but her! (this album) is different. in like two instances but idk two cool instances. for one, i mastered it within reaper cuz i've been getting into mastering (like what i did for enthu's chanj chanj but also because of track 3 (her dancing!). that was recorded using a pair of 3 unsynced loops within fl studio with enthu and we just JAMMED. her dancing! is actually the second time we did this but the first one is private until he decides to release it :p. anyway. that was a very interesting, new and also old way of making ambient. its kinda reminiscent of my vcv rack process (set shit up, noodle around into a recorder, badabing badaboom) but done in a completely different environment with a person!! it was actually really cool to involve someone else in my ambient-ing, cuz usually its kinda lonely. idk. ooh. another fun fact! her love! was originally made for a failed game jam entry, which i extended and put here. good to see it out now (soon). annyway i could write 1000 more words about this but i wont. bye! see you next time for my silly album

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made in rpgmaker mv in like an hour in call with a friend

interview w/ freep

What inspired you to make this game?

my friend kermit-willsellyoueggs on tumblr. we decided to venture into rpgmaker together

Whats this game about?

a doggy and a kitty getting stuck in a maze oh no sad face

How long did it take to make?

hour or so
it was very hard

When did you start this project?

[2/22/25 20:00]
was very hard

What does this mean for your projects going forward?

they will happen
this was just a ttep [sic]
in the proecss
of genius

How many questions, is too many?

211